[camille123]

Hello dear people.
I would like an advice. I have recieved psychiatric and psycological help on other issues, but I've never commented this to no one. I've been obsessing (romantically) with some of my teachers each semester at the university. Obviously for me it is a pattern, not real, but I get carried along. Now, to some course the teacher that was assigned was someone I actually stalked (not severe) in the past, and I feel I am going to die at that classroom, the intensity of my feelings, and not only that, the social discomfort of feeling watched (people realize my unease), the small classroom, and the terror of his eyes on me.

This thing has caused me anxiety during my years at the univesity and I cant handle this anymore, I need to do well in my class, that distracts me.

Thank you for reading, I appreciate