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Oct 22, 2017, 04:51 PM
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forgive my moaning...
i feel so weak, again, and again, and again.. i am getting whiplash fighting, i am fighting it  but it is so hard; when i have constantly other Real people intruding in on my wellbeing and space... maybe i am just weak... so weak and pathetic... i can't even handle small things... everything seems to be trigger... hair triggers... but i am fighting, i try really hard i try to be elastic... resilient like they say... bounce back, they say... i can do this no... i dont know... i dont think i can handle it really... i just want it to stop... and go away... i dont want to go through this anymore... i dont want to feel like this anymore! i dont want to feel like i am being sucked down a drain of emotional distress anymore... like my life is being sucked into a black hole... and all my fighting is for not... whats the point...? if one little thing can make it all disappear... make me disappear... i dont understand; how do i overcome? i dont understand... the bleak reality... fighting for something unattainable... i've always tried to work smarter and not harder... and its driving me mad... because there is nothing working... and no matter what i do it seems that there are no options but to just be miserable... to learn to live with being happy one moment and dropping into despair at the drop of a pin, being ready to be set into depression at any moment or an irritable spiral the next... i deplore such an emotional inconsistency... being inconsistent... im tired... i just want to be better... just want to stop being intruded upon... stop being triggered... to be in control... to stop having to fake my life for everyone... stop wearing masks... and just be...
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Oct 23, 2017, 08:06 PM
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i switched 3 times today i think
i just didnt resist; go to sleep it said and i just walked away from everything and went to sleep but im ok right now, trying not to worry... don't need to think about how i am going to take care of the stuff i need to take care of... but if i dont worry/think about it i don't know how its going to get done... just blank it out, i am ok 
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Oct 26, 2017, 02:52 PM
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Oct 27, 2017, 03:05 PM
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Hope you get feeling better. I recently was diagnosed with a borderline personality disorder. These pictures really hit home with me, hope you like them Peace be with you
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