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#1
May 25, 2018, 03:41 AM
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My eyes opened last night . I though I was ok even though I have a lot of severe problems and even though I can't lead a normal life and even though I have so many issues I thought I was ok .
First of all I couldn't stop myself from spending all my money on a game, it's almost like gambling because you don't get anything real for your money just pretend things in a game that aren't real. I mean I really physically couldn't stop myself and now I have no money for food or for anything . Second of all I see that I am very unstable . If someone doesn't text me back ........if they text me back one word answer .......I fill with rage and sadness ......I want to kill myself ......I want them to die too because they are treating me bad ........I get obsessed I can't go out ! I can't leave my flat ! Wow I can't believe I thought I was ok and kind of normal but with issues . I'm nowhere near normal !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm unable to look after my own children because of my mental health and yet I thought I was normal !!!!!!!!!! Why did I think I was normal ????????????? Nothing about me is normal ! I am sick I am flawed I am pathetic |
 Anonymous32451, Anonymous47864, mote.of.soul, Purple,Violet,Blue, Teddy Bear, Unrigged64072835
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#2
May 25, 2018, 03:12 PM
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I know we've spoken about the game before. I am sorry you are doing it again.
that's money for you... I've done the same- overspendingo n games and overspending on amazon I am sure your kids love you just the way you are- I am sure they are greatful to have a good mommy and yes, I'm saying you are a good mommy. you are beautiful and you are special and liked. don't you let people tell you otherwise |
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#3
May 26, 2018, 04:28 AM
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are you okay?
finding it a little worrying I posted my last message at 9 12 PM and you didn't reply I know you're usually good with messages |
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May 26, 2018, 05:54 AM
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May 26, 2018, 05:56 AM
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| Purple,Violet,Blue
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#6
May 26, 2018, 01:37 PM
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okay well it is really good to hear from you anyway how are you doing today? |
| Purple,Violet,Blue
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#7
May 26, 2018, 02:21 PM
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How are you doing ? It's good to hear from you too . Pm me any time |
| Purple,Violet,Blue
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#8
May 27, 2018, 02:39 PM
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you'll be fine. you have us, you know that think of us like your punching bag... lol. seriously, you can tel us anything- but you know that, and you know we will never judge you. I'd say I've had a good few days- I'm still struggling with sleep, and my overeating is getting a little out of hand, but overall nothing too stressfull or lifechanging. I'd say the ups and downs I've had in the last few days are pretty regular |
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May 27, 2018, 03:01 PM
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I'm glad you are doing ok. If you ever need anything I'm here |
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May 27, 2018, 03:04 PM
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likewise just nice to be back in touch |
| cryingontheinside
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May 27, 2018, 08:58 PM
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I know what you mean about feeling like you’re doing ok and then feeling really disappointed in yourself. I do that. Those unstable feelings are very painful. I hope you’re feeling a bit better.
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| cryingontheinside
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#12
Jun 06, 2018, 06:20 PM
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What is “normal”?
 No idea .... it’s a personal construct. IMO. Or the setting on a washing machine  Some who think they are “normal” maybe are not. I’m sorry you feel so badly about self   Maybe select one issue and work on it (baby steps) ... I’m beyond sad that the “helping services” are not helping. But why am I not surprised...... 
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| Anonymous47864
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#13
Jun 06, 2018, 06:34 PM
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Thank you fuzzy . I'm trying to take baby steps
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| Anonymous47864, Fuzzybear
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Jun 06, 2018, 06:49 PM
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| cryingontheinside
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This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
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