[KMO31]

Hey guys,

So let me recap whats going on. I've just come from a violent relationship, controlling and abusive, admittedly on both ends.

Now I'm free, I've noticed I'm changing - I almost don't know who I am any more. I'm taking drugs, I'm dating multiple people, leading everyone on. Not coming home til 3am every night spending time with friends. I want to go back to simple me staying home and enjoying myself. But it just seems that everything is getting in my way and I can'r cope. There's nothing anyone can do, I'm maxed out on medications, It's just a mess.

Does anyone else have this? Like they don't recognise themselves anymore?

[sarahsweets]

Now I'm free, I've noticed I'm changing - I almost don't know who I am any more. I'm taking drugs, I'm dating multiple people, leading everyone on. Not coming home til 3am every night spending time with friends.

I am assuming by taking drugs you mean illegal ones? Which ones?

I want to go back to simple me staying home and enjoying myself. But it just seems that everything is getting in my way and I can'r cope. There's nothing anyone can do, I'm maxed out on medications, It's just a mess.

Does anyone else have this? Like they don't recognise themselves anymore?

When I was an active alcoholic I didn't know who I was. It was full-on escapism at its worst. I kept horrible hours and made so many terrible decisions and engaged in risky behavior.