my bpd eupd thing

is making me want to

cause i'm a bad person

i'm unfixable

enough professionals have told me that one over the last few years

bpd eupd thing makes me unfixable

the professionals opinions

so it must be fact

and men hitting females in their family is normal

BPD is actually curable. You're not a bad person. It takes some hard work and DBT. If you can't find a DBT therapist or group near you (and it sounds like the professionals in your area are a piece of shyt), you can buy a workbook and go through it yourself.

And just because something is normal doesn't mean it is healthy.

Professionals in three different areas said that, i even tried going private, even private therapy people dont want to know

There is a huge stigma against BPD even amongst professionals. Screw 'em.

Even the professionals on here probably decided us with bpd are a pain in the arse

They know willowtigger is a pain in the arse

This is a public peer support forum. Even if people are professionals in a mental health field, they aren’t on this forum to diagnose or make conclusions. That’s not what this forum is about. There’s also ignore feature. If people don’t want to see someone’s posts because they think someone is a pain, they could put people on ignore. Or they could simply not read.

Im confised now cause it says at the bottom of the forum, something about a section for professionals on the homepage?

It says consult a mental health professional or a doctor before trying anything you read on here. It also says this site isn’t a substitute for actual mental health treatment. Mental health professionals could post on here in a peer support capacity. Not to diagnose or treat anyone

I mean it says "students in psychology" ?

And is it my fault the professionals wont help? Cause i got BPD eupd whatever AND learning disabilities?

Them and learning disabilities just chuck me between each other, like a dog crap bag that nobody chooses to deal with?

I mean, if someone gave anyone else the choice between a bar of chocolate, or a dog poo bag that was full of dog crap, im pretty sure they would choose the bar of chocolate

Im the full bag of dog crap

That's for students studying psychology in upper level education if they want to chat with each other.

It means exactly that: students in psychology fields.

There is a link to a partner website and other communities where students could talk. Students aren’t here to diagnose anyone

I really wish you wouldn't say such horrible things about yourself willowtigger. You can't see the good in you. Others can. But we can't make you see it. It has to come from you. Try believing that you are a person worthy of care and love. Just because you might not have had that before doesn't mean it is your fault. It is painful to read you beating yourself up like that. Try seeing yourself from a different lense. Wipe this lense off. It is lying to you. HUG Kit

it is true though that if someone was to offer you a bar of chocolate in one hand and a dog poo bag full of poo with the other hand, you'd take the bar of chocolate, Kit

That doesn't make you a bag of dog poo. I wouldn't be corresponding with you as much as I do if I thought such terrible things about you. But I don't. I think you are a lovely person. But I can't help feeling pain sometimes when I read your words about yourself. I wish I could give you my eyes so you could see yourself how I see you. Valued. Worthy. Kind (to others) and lovely.

The students in psychology thing - if they come onto the rest of the forum, what are they going to be doing to us?

They aren't going to DO anything to us. A student of psychology could theoretically join the forum but they would be doing so as a peer. Maybe they need support in their life or want to offer support. They won't be diagnosing, judging, treating, or anything else from a professional standpoint. They may offer hugs, thanks, suggestions, comments, but from a peer perspective. You don't need to worry about this.

are they going to use us as guinea pigs?

No they won't.

Kit and Muddy you are both wonderful people