[vball8726]

I don't remember a time when I didn't binge, literally, I can not remember having a normal relationship with food. Even as a young child. For the past two years I have obsessed over exercising and lost a lot of weight but became very ill. This year I've gained it back and I panic almost every morning when I wake up. This year I was diagnosed with bulimia amongst other problems. I know exactly what it can do to my body when I purge and use laxatives but I don't care at all. I feel happy and get excited when I purge. I have even told close friends about it but because I don't weight 90 lbs. they ignore me asking for help, even my father. Part of me never wants it to stop but, I know it should. I'm so confused.

[grey_aj]

I used to SI, and I didn't think there was a problem with it. Obviously, if I thought there had been a problem with it I wouldn't be doing it in the first place, but that's the thing. You *have* to realize that what you're doing is unhealthy (I know you sort of have) and you shouldn't be okay with what you're doing. I don't know if you get what I mean, but I hope you do. Don't wait for it to get so bad that it's too late. And just because you don't weigh 90 lbs doesn't mean you don't need help.

- AJ

[ocalovesolly]

I have the same problem, I don't want to stop. It's probably bad knowing I could get really sick and still want to continue but I do. If people aren't caring or taking notice, you don't need them. Go find help and do this for you, or people you know love and care for you. Best wishes.