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Old Nov 27, 2012, 11:08 PM
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Bulimia I truly and utterly HATE you.

You have ruined my life in so many ways. Because of you I overdosed on laxatives again tonight, because of you I feel absolutely disgusting, because of you I have lost my periods, because of you my teeth are rotting, because of you I lack in nearly every vitamin under the sun, because of you I want to climb a mountain and stay there until I am skinny.

I am getting married at the end of March and the thought of it is actually making me feel ill (although that could be the heap of laxatives I took). I don't even want to think about ordering my dress and people seeing me because I am so huge that I am going to be a laughing stock.

I've been referred to the Eating Disorder clinic again, I don't really want to go because I feel too fat to be there. If only I could lose some weight before I go see them.

I hate what this eating disorder has made me. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.
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Old Nov 28, 2012, 06:02 PM
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I have faith in you.
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Old Nov 29, 2012, 09:02 PM
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