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I'm a bit scared to post this, I'm usually never this open about my feelings but it's how I really feel and I just felt I needed to rant.
I’m so sad, just so sad. I wished that I would have had parents that cared, who could have been there for me, who could have given me great self-confidence. Instead, I’m just sitting here feeling so bad. Can’t do anything. Just want to cry. It feels like I have a stone in my belly, right under my chest, right at the diaphragm. How am I ever going to be happy again? How am I ever going to be able to live a happy and fulfilled life again? It feels like all my chances are gone. I look around and see how everyone’s been fighting and working their way up the last couple of years. While I have done nothing, it feels like I’ve wasted so much time. So many years that could have been used for something better. But nobody seems to care, no one understand, no one sees, how I’m feeling. That I can’t get up, I can’t move. I just want people to love me, look up to me, take care of me and be nice to me. I’m too tired, I’m so tired. I wish I could just feel good, that I would have had a great self confidence and support from the start. Now it feels like I have to start my life all over again. I’m so insanely scared and I’m just so tired. I wish someone would understand, just someone who would say ‘everything’s going to be ok, it will be fine, and you’re ok just the way you are. I love you.’
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Oct 11, 2018, 07:57 AM
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