[tita]

HI Everybody,
I have been on lockdown in My room getting IVs cause I had lost 17 lbs and was dyhydrated and malnourishished and My Kidneys aint doing they job much no more I told the dr about the pain I get when I lie down I'm hurting awful. My 15 year old daughter is in the hospital for depression and I am on her "do not talk to" I didnt know I was that upseting, it hurts me alot I was hoping to see her before My B-day 11/27 it just so happanend I had been speaking to her father To tell him how lousy I felt, what realy bothers me is if I didn't call I still wouldn't know I was telling him I want a visitor once a while,My daughter is diagnosed a borderline,I'm a recovering borderline maybe I will get a visitor next month, I hope thanks sorry tgo bother you
Crista

[(JD)]

((((tita)))) In life plenty of things happen that we cannot change, as I am sure you know. It doesn't change how we feel though, with issues so deep for the heart. Please realize that teens often have issues with parents, even those without any disorders. I can only imagine how much tougher it is having a disorder and having a Mom who also suffers.

All you can do right now is to take good care of yourself, and hope for a better time in the future.

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[wisewoman]

tita, this may sound mean but your daughter can't be your concern right now. Your focus is with yourself, your pain, your health and your life. Everything you do right now effects your quality of life and it's important to do the feel good things. Be well.