[leomama]

I know ptsd is considered a mental illness and after having lived with the dx for a decade and gone through one medical review , I'd say it is. That being said, I thought I'd update y'all.

It's been a long time since I've been in an Internet relationship with a person I've neither mentioned nor brought to this website. In fact mentioning this person opens up a whole can of worms however I need to do it.

Why do I bring this up? Because . Because I'm sick and tired. Literally.

There are certain things I can't talk about here so I'm going to avoid them however let's just say I'm recovering from the effects of being manipulated for years by various people starting with my childhood or mother to be specific. How do you think I ended up with complex ptsd that did not respond to emdr but does respond to medication ?

I'm very angry and I have the DBT skills to deal with it.

Long have I been seen as chattel by my mother and she conditioned me to think of myself that way hence the culmination of events that has me in my current state of affairs.

[Trace14]

Originally Posted by leomama

I know ptsd is considered a mental illness and after having lived with the dx for a decade and gone through one medical review , I'd say it is. That being said, I thought I'd update y'all.

It's been a long time since I've been in an Internet relationship with a person I've neither mentioned nor brought to this website. In fact mentioning this person opens up a whole can of worms however I need to do it.

Why do I bring this up? Because . Because I'm sick and tired. Literally.

There are certain things I can't talk about here so I'm going to avoid them however let's just say I'm recovering from the effects of being manipulated for years by various people starting with my childhood or mother to be specific. How do you think I ended up with complex ptsd that did not respond to emdr but does respond to medication ?

I'm very angry and I have the DBT skills to deal with it.

Long have I been seen as chattel by my mother and she conditioned me to think of myself that way hence the culmination of events that has me in my current state of affairs.

I don't get this post. Are you wanting to talk about the internet relationship?

[leomama]

Originally Posted by Trace14

I don't get this post. Are you wanting to talk about the internet relationship?

Lol. I was thinking about what brought me here. It's been over.

[here today]

I'm like Trace. Why bring something up if you can't talk about it, unless maybe it's the frustration of not being able to talk about it? Or the relationship with your mother which started everything?

[leomama]

Originally Posted by here today

I'm like Trace. Why bring something up if you can't talk about it, unless maybe it's the frustration of not being able to talk about it? Or the relationship with your mother which started everything?

Lol, I forgot what I was talking about.