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MtnTime2896 · May 02, 2017 at 08:38 PM

Tonight's thoughts are bad. I need some help.

AmandaBroken · May 02, 2017 at 08:40 PM

How can I help you... Do you want to talk here or through PM... We can do a Private Chat if you want too.

I struggle with thoughts too and they are not pretty. Please be safe...

Amanda

TrailRunner14 · May 02, 2017 at 09:21 PM

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Originally Posted by Só leigheas

Tonight's thoughts are bad. I need some help.

I hear you and I am thinking of you. Please be safe and post here, if you feel like it. I'm listening.

Crypts_Of_The_Mind · May 02, 2017 at 09:24 PM

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Originally Posted by Só leigheas

Tonight's thoughts are bad. I need some help.

What's going on, my friend? ❤

Trace14 · May 02, 2017 at 09:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Só leigheas

Tonight's thoughts are bad. I need some help.

Do you need to go to the hospital? Please do so if you need to go. We want you to be okay. Many here enjoy your company and hate to see you hurting so much. Please be safe, you know I care tremendously.

MtnTime2896 · May 02, 2017 at 09:48 PM

Went for a walk. It didn't help.

Trace14 · May 02, 2017 at 09:49 PM

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Originally Posted by Só leigheas

Went for a walk. It didn't help.

Do you think you need to go to the hospital?

MtnTime2896 · May 02, 2017 at 09:56 PM

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Originally Posted by Trace14

Do you think you need to go to the hospital?

I'm not going back there, Trace. I don't know what I need

Crypts_Of_The_Mind · May 02, 2017 at 10:00 PM

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Originally Posted by Só leigheas

I'm not going back there, Trace. I don't know what I need

Do you use/have essential oils - or a way of getting 100% therapeutic grade essential oils?

TrailRunner14 · May 02, 2017 at 10:00 PM

I pray you have a safe place to go to, to sort your thoughts and feelings out.

Trace14 · May 02, 2017 at 10:00 PM

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Originally Posted by Só leigheas

I'm not going back there, Trace. I don't know what I need

I wish we could help, or there was a magic wand we could wave and make all our friends here feel better. Healing is hard and a struggle, sometimes it looks bleak and you just don't know if you have the energy to fight another day. But we do, but maybe not fight so hard this day, take a little rest, but then gradually start the fight again with feeling better. Healing is not linear, It's a lot of ups and downs, and sometimes those valleys and peaks can be extreme, but we will come out of it and look for other healthy solutions. Can you call a crisis line and talk to someone?

MtnTime2896 · May 02, 2017 at 10:03 PM

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Originally Posted by Trace14

I wish we could help, or there was a magic wand we could wave and make all our friends here feel better. Healing is hard and a struggle, sometimes it looks bleak and you just don't know if you have the energy to fight another day. But we do, but maybe not fight so hard this day, take a little rest, but then gradually start the fight again with feeling better. Healing is not linear, It's a lot of ups and downs, and sometimes those valleys and peaks can be extreme, but we will come out of it and look for other healthy solutions. Can you call a crisis line and talk to someone?

I'm not sure I have the words to speak.

Trace14 · May 02, 2017 at 10:04 PM

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Originally Posted by Só leigheas

I'm not sure I have the words to speak.

Just try. We will be here when you get back and want to know how it went if you want to share.

MtnTime2896 · May 02, 2017 at 11:41 PM

I can't bring myself to call. I don't know why.

I'm still alive. That's the only news I can offer.

AmandaBroken · May 02, 2017 at 11:42 PM

Please stay safe... I'm still on if you want to talk...

Trace14 · May 02, 2017 at 11:55 PM

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Originally Posted by Só leigheas

I can't bring myself to call. I don't know why.

I'm still alive. That's the only news I can offer.

I'm glad you are still here I would greatly miss you if you would take that step.
What's keeping you from making the call? Going to the emergency dept.?

MtnTime2896 · May 03, 2017 at 12:04 AM

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Originally Posted by Trace14

I'm glad you are still here I would greatly miss you if you would take that step.
What's keeping you from making the call? Going to the emergency dept.?

If I call, I know they'll track me and put out a welfare check. I can't allow that. I can't be taken or go to the ER because life doesn't stop because I'm having a hard time. If I'm going to keep living, then I need to take care of life. If I'm not going to keep living, then what's the point of getting help if I don't want it?

It's messed up and I know that, but I can't stop thinking this way.

Crypts_Of_The_Mind · May 03, 2017 at 12:07 AM

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Originally Posted by Só leigheas

If I call, I know they'll track me and put out a welfare check. I can't allow that. I can't be taken or go to the ER because life doesn't stop because I'm having a hard time. If I'm going to keep living, then I need to take care of life. If I'm not going to keep living, then what's the point of getting help if I don't want it?

It's messed up and I know that, but I can't stop thinking this way.

Call a hotline anonymously

TrailRunner14 · May 03, 2017 at 12:08 AM

You are important! You matter! "Take care of life". Is there another life involved in this?

Trace14 · May 03, 2017 at 12:10 AM

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Originally Posted by Só leigheas

If I call, I know they'll track me and put out a welfare check. I can't allow that. I can't be taken or go to the ER because life doesn't stop because I'm having a hard time. If I'm going to keep living, then I need to take care of life. If I'm not going to keep living, then what's the point of getting help if I don't want it?

It's messed up and I know that, but I can't stop thinking this way.

Valid points, if you feel so bad what would it matter to get a little help? How's handling it yourself worked out for you? Not trying to be mean but seriously what makes you think things are going to turn around if you don't have the professional guidance and medication to help you around that corner? The good thing about that is once you get around that corner you can fully take the wheel and move forward. Doesn't that sound like something to aim for?

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MtnTime2896 Chat Moderator Member Since Feb 2016 Location: Doing donuts in the parking lot Posts: 4,276 8 10k hugs given	May 02, 2017 at 08:38 PM #1 Tonight's thoughts are bad. I need some help. __________________ "Give him his freedom and he'll remember his humanity."
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AmandaBroken Account Suspended Member Since Mar 2017 Location: U.S.A. Posts: 10,250 (SuperPoster!) 7 26.2k hugs given	May 02, 2017 at 08:40 PM #2 How can I help you... Do you want to talk here or through PM... We can do a Private Chat if you want too. I struggle with thoughts too and they are not pretty. Please be safe... Amanda
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MtnTime2896 Chat Moderator Member Since Feb 2016 Location: Doing donuts in the parking lot Posts: 4,276 8 10k hugs given	May 02, 2017 at 09:48 PM #6 Went for a walk. It didn't help. __________________ "Give him his freedom and he'll remember his humanity."
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TrailRunner14 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2016 Location: Mississippi Posts: 4,457 8 536 hugs given	May 02, 2017 at 10:00 PM #10 I pray you have a safe place to go to, to sort your thoughts and feelings out. __________________ "What is denied, cannot be healed." - Brennan Manning "Hope knows that if great trials are avoided, great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted." - Brennan Manning
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MtnTime2896 Chat Moderator Member Since Feb 2016 Location: Doing donuts in the parking lot Posts: 4,276 8 10k hugs given	May 02, 2017 at 11:41 PM #14 I can't bring myself to call. I don't know why. I'm still alive. That's the only news I can offer. __________________ "Give him his freedom and he'll remember his humanity."
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AmandaBroken Account Suspended Member Since Mar 2017 Location: U.S.A. Posts: 10,250 (SuperPoster!) 7 26.2k hugs given	May 02, 2017 at 11:42 PM #15 Please stay safe... I'm still on if you want to talk...
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TrailRunner14 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2016 Location: Mississippi Posts: 4,457 8 536 hugs given	May 03, 2017 at 12:08 AM #19 You are important! You matter! "Take care of life". Is there another life involved in this? __________________ "What is denied, cannot be healed." - Brennan Manning "Hope knows that if great trials are avoided, great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted." - Brennan Manning
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