[LittleForgetMeNot]

i have no friends. everyone seems to leave me because i'm too selfish or annoying. no one really cares, or anything. today i was told by my best friend that he hates hearing about my same problem over and over again so he's going to ignore it now until i give it up. i've had other friends ignoring me because they have better friends or i'm just not on their list of priorities.

i just.. feel so alone..

[Umbral_Seraph]

Perhaps your friends are more self-centered than you would like admit; don't blame yourself for their insensative behavior.
I know exactly what it feels like to be low on the priority list.
Everyone's still here.

[lavieenrose]

I understand the feeling. I can't seem to shake off the blues and anxiety. I repeat myself a lot without realizing it, partly because I have poor memory and attention. I'm often caught between loneliness and not wanting to load my problems onto someone else.

[LittleForgetMeNot]

Originally Posted by lavieenrose

I understand the feeling. I can't seem to shake off the blues and anxiety. I repeat myself a lot without realizing it, partly because I have poor memory and attention. I'm often caught between loneliness and not wanting to load my problems onto someone else.

yeah, i feel that way as well. i went for months not uttering one word of my troubles and all it did was numb me out. i stopped feeling sad but i stopped feeling happy and at night i'd end up crying for nothing.

i'm feeling better today, though i haven't been able to talk to my friend. he did apologize a few hours later, and i told him it was fine (though of course it wasn't). then i told him i didn't know what else to say and he said there wasn't anything else and (i might've taken it the wrong way) i viewed it as an indirect way of saying we weren't friends anymore.

i haven't the faintest idea how to go about talking to him again. part of me doesn't want to, because i don't really want someone around who doesn't care about me, but part of me doesn't want to end a good friendship over one disagreement.. this is really the first time i've ever argued with him since we met 2 years ago.

[pacific90]

Cry it's good for you.

[winyourdivorce]

don't feel bad, your best friend may just want you to realize something. Try to connect with her and ask what problem she has on you. You just having lack of communication.