[shooting.star]

I find myself questioning myself and others around me. I feel as if I cant trust anyone, and everyone is talking about me behind my back and laughing at me. I am so insecure and I just don't know what to do because whenever something happens I do the same thing. I say to myself, what if they are saying this, what if they are telling others about it, what if they just said everything is ok but really they are laughing at me, ect. I try to shut it all out but I can't. I feel like I am ugly, even though others tell me otherwise. I genuiely feel ugly, and no words can change that. I feel alone just kinda pushing my way through life at 18

Hiya,

I just wanted to put it out there that what you're experiencing sounds a little like paranoia. I know I started having thoughts like those out of nowhere when I had my psychotic break. Keep a check on these thoughts.

Love and hugs,
Tara

[Leed]

Hi ~ I would advise you to see the counseling of a therapist. I think everyone gets these feelings once in awhile, but not all the time ~ that's not normal. You need to find out why you're feeling like this, and what you can do to stop it. And you need a professional to help you with this.

Look for a good counselor to talk to. I wish you the very best of luck. God bless and keep us posted. Hugs, Lee

[Elana05]

(((shooting.star)))

I have to agree with Leed. These sound like symptoms of depression. I had many of the same feelings around this age as well. Therapy and medication could help... Sending supportive thoughts your way.