Not sure what to do with myself

I used to come on the internet to escape my life. I had internet friends I could chat to and I could just do whatever I want and not worry. Nowadays being on the internet is just making me feel awful I don't really have anyone to talk to anymore. I do talk to a couple of people but we don't have much of a conversation. They don't see that interested in me anymore.. I don't believe it when they say they care. I miss talking to people properly. I used to have a couple of people I could just talk about nearly everything with. They'd let me vent to them and then give me advice. I don't have anyone now. Everything is just bubbling up in side me and it's killing me. Somedays I just want a chat and there's never anyone.

I hate being on the internet sometimes now. It's the same on every website I go on.. I see other people having conversations with their friends and hear about how amazing their days have been and I'm just stuck at home on my own. I'd stop going on the laptop but it takes up such a great amount of my time that I wouldn't know what else to do. It's the only thing I'm always in the mood to do. Sometimes I just like to look at inspiration for my drawings or watch things on youtube or whatever as well. When I'm not on the laptop I do other things like drawing or reading but I can't always do them. I have to be in the mood.

I just don't want to be stuck like this anymore. I'm too fustrated.

your not by yourself man. i dont have anyone to talk to either and being on the internet helps a little. sometimes i post here or on twitter or something and i dont feel as isolated or alien to the world around me. i try not to be on for too long though. i kinda get carried away too sometimes. its so much to do on the internet especially when you have nothing else better to do. i care about everyone that comes here, but i know i need friends outside of the internet. dude, we need friends.

I know what you both are talking about. I'm a widow, disabled, and don't get out much, so the internet is basically my one way of communicating. Basically my only time out of the house is going to doctor's appointments & medical tests. Whoopee. All my friends dumped me when my husband died ~ wasn't that nice of them??? I guess a single woman isn't wanted in a "couples only" society.

So I come here, or go to another message board site, or else I play solitaire, do crosswords, crochet, or watch TV. Sounds like a ball of laughs doesn't it.

Thank God we have the internet tho. Just think what it would be like without it?? God bless. Hugs, Lee

If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here for you. I know how you feel. I hope everything will be ok with you.

Hiya,

I just wanted to say feel free to PM me anytime. I know what it feels like to be without friends. Sometimes i go into the chat room and wait for the conversation that seems to rarely come. Or I want to talk about my issues but nobody else does, they want to keep it light and superficial. I find then that the support room is a great place to go.

Wishing you all the best,
Love and hugs,
Tara