I'm feeling very.. blah today. I've been going outside a lot and now when I'm at home talking to people on the computer I feel restless and bored. I feel like I need to be doing something.. My body is craving what it hasn't had for so long: exercise and the sun.
I'm also.. very irritated.. I'm tired of playing the "I wish I could be there" game with people I meet online.. Or "come to my house" game. It's just.. I can't.. I live 4 days away I literally cannot go to your house.. Please stop suggesting it.. I played it 2 years and I'm tired.

Also, please stop flirting with me, I'm tired of online, long-distance "fun", and I'm not interested in anymore relationships of that nature.. I was so sure I made that clear.. *Sigh* Wish I could say what was really on my mind. But if I did then I'd get the "no one will love me ever" speech.
Arg!! Why am I catering to everyone else AGAIN!!!
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