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Old Jun 29, 2011, 01:35 AM
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title says it all. only thing i've been really having problems with is anger, and well i don't think anyone can help me with that. people don't believe me anyway. they are out to hurt me. I just know it. it's like I have this sixth sense that I can tell when people are against me. maybe they will always be against me, and there is nothing I can do about that. it has just gotten worse and worse. my T is against me i just know it. she is on my dad's side. i've never felt like this before, but i feel like i just have to survive and protect myself. It shouldn't be hard to though, because I am awake more often, and can be on guard more. Anyway, i just wanted to let everyone know that I may be gone but not to worry, because I think i have it covered. Just have to be on my guard. not sure what else to say, so bye and make sure to be on your guard too because I don't want anyone getting hurt, especially these days, when you don't always know who is on your side or the other side. good luck everyone
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Old Jun 29, 2011, 01:45 AM
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Good luck! Hope it works out for you!
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Old Jun 29, 2011, 01:55 AM
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Sorry I haven't gotten to know you. I've thought about leaving too but for different reasons. Have you thought about sticking around to see if anyone has problems that you can help with? Just a thought. If you leave you might consider just popping in once in a while to say hello to friends. Take care either way you choose.
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Old Jun 29, 2011, 04:53 AM
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Yes and it is too risky. I need to stop my meds also because I need to think more clearly. They get you in the head that is where the battle is. But because of my super sensitivity there is no need to worry.
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Old Jun 29, 2011, 05:50 AM
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good luck krisakira, i will probably still be here if ever you feel the need to talk to someone who isn't out to get you.
my philosiphy is live and let live, if i can't do a good i do nothing at all!
Take care of yourself and thankyou for your words of wisdom and support x
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Old Jun 29, 2011, 11:57 AM
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I would really reread your original post to this thread and maybe print it out for your therapist. I know these are real feelings and thoughts...but how your getting to the rational of leaving pc, your therapist, and your meds may have more to do with the distortions you hare having...besides survival mode is not generally healthy long term.

Good Luck if we don't hear from you!
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Old Jun 29, 2011, 12:23 PM
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(((krisaskira))) - sorry you're so angry and upset. I'm feeling similar emotions ATM. You don't have to leave PC though and don't make drastic decisions when you're upset.
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Old Jun 30, 2011, 12:25 AM
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Guys I think someone got on my PC account and wrote all this, I don't remember writing any of it. I don't know what any of it is about. Just ignore it I guess.
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Old Jun 30, 2011, 12:38 AM
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krisakira, I have read posts that I wrote in the past and don't recall writing them. I think maybe I was dissociating then as I do sometimes.

Anyway I hope you are feeling okay. I would miss you if you left psychcentral.
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