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Old Jul 01, 2011, 11:04 PM
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Man, tough night. I got on the road of doing what my illness tells me. I threw out my wallet and put my license in a toilet and flushed it. I want to die. I'd do it myself, but I don't want to go to hell. Life is a pain, a gnawing pain. Damn voices and illness, I hope they burn in deepest hell.

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Old Jul 01, 2011, 11:05 PM
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Man, tough night. I got on the road of doing what my illness tells me. I threw out my wallet and put my license in a toilet and flushed it. I want to die. I'd do it myself, but I don't want to go to hell. Life is a pain, a gnawing pain. Damn voices and illness, I hope they burn in deepest hell.
I prayed I would die all way home. A deer went in front of the car and we almost T-boned someone, but I never died. Darn. I honestly want to die.
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Old Jul 01, 2011, 11:17 PM
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I feel :

Angry
Overwhelmed
Mental agony to the point of welcoming death
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Old Jul 01, 2011, 11:18 PM
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I'm sorry you are hvaing such a rough time right now. I hope you find the support you need. (((RunningEagleRuns)))
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Old Jul 02, 2011, 08:03 AM
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have you seen a therapist? also pdoc would need to be contacted due to your feelings,imo. sounds like impusivity coupled with "?"
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