dont really know what im feeling

im really not in the mood to be here on the site right now...i don't feel like i have anything to offer anyone anymore or i don't' feel like anyone has the time or energy for me...

when im in chat my feelings are getting hurt very easily now and im triggered way too often and im stepping back from that as well.

i know people say they care about me and i know they mean it..but for now im stepping back for a while...i really don't need to be here right now..as i have so many things i have to take care of myself for..

i feel like no matter what i try to explain or try to say to anyone ....it never comes out right and i do believe that i am getting way too close for my own good...i will end up getting hurt or hurting someone else and im not about to let that happen.

so for the time being...know this

For those of you that i have developed a bond with, a relationship with...i do care for you and when i feel like i have something to give to you again , i will be back, but it isn't fair of me to feel like im draining energy from you and taking from you what you need to heal for yourself.

I'm not a selfish person and never plan on being one...

I will be on facebook for those who have me there and messenger.....i will check pm's here and visitors messages every so often.

Some day I will be back a stronger, healthier person, but for now, I'm saying a temporary bye for the time being.

Until I'm better,
Karren

((( karren )))

Hi Karrin ~ I hope you know that you aren't "draining" people here. That's what we're all here for -- to give and receive help. Sometimes we're ALL needy, and have to concentrate on ourselves. That doesn't make us selfish. It just means we need some help.

Even if you're not here everyday, please drop in if you feel the need for some help. There are alot of great people here that will listen & advise.

God bless you, and I hope we'll see you back here soon. Take care. Hugs, Lee