Maybe its me, Or Is It Others?

Ever get the feeling that no one wants you around? Or others get annoyed simple cause your there? Due to the issues I have, with each passing day I feel like others would rather not have me around. Maybe its me, maybe its them. I honestly dont know. Could be Im putting to much thought into this.

Yet, how is one supposed to think when you get the feeling that your not wanted there. Ive been told before that I may be an empath due to the overwhelming feelings i have at times when Im around people. Honestly, I dont know much about being an empath. All i know is that I often feel like I dont belong.

Does that feeling ever go away? Cause at 36yrs old, I have felt this way my whole life. like i dont belong. I would give just about anything to feel and be normal. However, it is what it is. All I can do is deal with the way I feel. Anyways, sorry to keep going on and on with this. Just rambling at this point.
Thank you all for reading though.

Hi ~ I have felt like this at different times in my life. It's a matter of self-esteem. Evidently, you don't see yourself as an "equal" with other people. This might not be obvious to you, but it's probably the basis of the problem. I know it was for me. My self-esteem was as low as a snakes' belly!

Any way you can get some therapy? You need to see yourself as deserving of friendship & good things. A good therapist can help you with this.

I hope you're able to talk to a therapist. It would do you a world of good. I wish you the very best -- and remember, that you ARE as good as anyone else -- and you're just as IMPORTANT! God bless & take care. Hugs, Lee

totally get where your coming from.
for me it was a combo of self esteem issues, and passive agressive relatives.
i stay far away from them, and my self esteem is a work in progress.

Yes, I feel like I belong someplace for a short time. Then I feel like I'm not wanted there, or I feel like people start ignoring me (even in PC). I'm never sure if it's just people moving around from person to person, or if I talk to much, or what I say is strange, or what. I must have something going for me, all my animals like to see me coming.