[doriangray1718]

this is a thread for unsent letters. they can be to anyone about anything. i actaully created this exact same thread about year ago with my old account, but since i deleted that old account the thread was lost. i originally got the idea for this thread from a community on livejournal. here's my first letter

dear M
i hate you. i hate you with every fiber of my being. you'v made last year a living hell for me and i don't think i can ever forgive you for that. you took away what little self esteem i had , and made me feel less then human. you made me feel disgusting , ugly, and worthless. how could you do that to another human being? to young girl never the less?
your not some higher form of intelligence like you think you are. all you really are is just an egotistic parasitic sheep.nothing more. i haven't heard from you in quite a while, but i hoped you'v killed yourself. i don't feel guilty about saying that either because several times last year you'v made me contemplate suicide. do you know how horrible it feels to not want to live anymore?
wherever you are, i hope your feeling as ****** as i do. and if not, i hope karma comes back to F you in the ***.

[beauflow]

Dear X-

You really urk me- and yes you are a waste of time to write a letter to- for you just don't listen. It is sad that you have traits of human kinds that I don't appreciate much, but yet I really doubt you see them in your self to work on them
I have faults YES- I will admit that- SOME i SEE some I need to discover; but SADLY I don't think you are that type of person that does that sort of stuff...

You want people to envy you- I get that and sadly OTHERS do as well-- And you think you know everything, which sorry to say - you are a human, you don't know everything, let alone this job of yours that is so simple- we are in the same position.

The sad part, and I am sorry if this is unethical but the supervisor and I have talked about these things for they rather piss me off and make me go on tangents some times, ESPECIALLY when you LIE--- and everyone knows you are lying for either they catch you in the ACT OR you make your story so obviously untrue- and I understand you are scared- About 1/2 of us see it as well that you are- it is ok to be scared, but does not mean to lie. And that what ever is on the outside scaring you- Please don't take it out on us here at work.

Some times I like the quote - The truth will set you free-
I have tried to tell you that there is understanding with people here, and the you don't need to worry if things come up of such. Things are managable and understandable, but yet you lie- and in the events that you lie- you throw me under the bus by doing it- which is what really gets me with your lies- and you see no issue with it.

I would think by you being friends with upper management (higher than the supervisor) you would not be this scared as you are--- BUT Maybe that is why you think you can lie, put it on the pee-on like me, and get away with it.

it creates hostility in the enviroment.

To further more- your personility with things, ie. YOU KNOW AN ISSUE but when it comes to you, you pass it off as IF YOU NEVER KNEW to try to pass it off to someone else--- you see how I deal with that- I bring up facts and past paper trials- will you learn that my personilty is more of being truthful and if you try to throw others not only me but others under the bus- I will set that straight--

I had to deal with this as a child, and it is painful to do this as an adult and see others are like this as well---

sigh-- well best stop my letter here- I see you in an hour-- YOU i do see as a HELP item for me in growing-- As time passes and we work together longer-- I am bettering myself with saying whatever and letting a person like you roll of my back (even if i at times do get mad- it is less than before) and with a person like you, it is ok- you are you- I don't have to understand you- and I am me, and ya know what- not everyone sees the same, even if it makes logical sense and the majority see it the way that I do.

But it is ok

One good thing is that we have found some Common ground things to talk about --- which is awesome and I can talk to you about these things and not feel like ripping your head off or screaming at you.

That is a real learning key for me

Thanks for letting me ramble- it is about a co-worker- I know i have deeper letters I could write but I don't want to get into that stuff today for I just got out of a severe rut yesterday or the day before or so on.

Thanks for the thread!