[DreamerInState]

lately ive become swirled in emotions up and down, i mean when i was on independent study i was very too myself and slept a lot but not angry often. now everything ticks me off even when people are being nice. My brother is truly mean though i mean he constantly barks out insults when i try to tell him to clean his things up, hes 20 and im 17, i find that ridiculous, also me and an old friend are trying to become friends regardless a majority of things get me angry, i mean she doesn't even want to be seen with me in public -.-, she says she needs me and poop but im not buying it, another thing is a conflict between a bf and a an ex *who still likes me*, they both drive me nuts with their emotions, they are like "oh you dont love me" and i say "of course i do" then they start to talk about how awful they would feel if i didnt talk to them or if i wasnt with them, ahhhhhh, i honestly just want to be alone but going outside is asking to collide with other friends i want nothing to do with, all in all, I HAVE NO AIR!!!!!

[Christina86]

That sounds really overwhelming! I can get into that mindstate sometimes myself - just wanting to be ALONE rather than be around all these people all the time who can be annoying.

So... what are you annoyed about? What's bugging you? Are you stressed about something that might be spilling over into your relationships? Are you just sick of dealing with people and need some alone time to feel better? (If you need alone time, do you have a quiet spot you can go, or music you can listen to, or a place you can retreat to - like a bathroom with a bubble bath and music, or somewhere out in public where you can people watch?)

[DreamerInState]

thats the thing i dunno what i want T-T

[Callmebj]

Have you had your blood pressure checked?

bj

[DreamerInState]

no have not