[gma45]

I don't like it that others can do things and not think a thing about it. How do they do it? Not me oh no! Always worried I will hurt someones feelings. Today was my Dad's b-day he passed 3 years ago. Oh yes, I miss him and thought about him alot today but that was not the problem. My emotions are raw and it's the little things that set me off. Like someone digging up my flowers because they were just growing random. I let this small act hurt me as if someone had just killed my best friend. Why because the flowers were a symbol of life to me and now they are gone. Means nothing to anyone else. Why do I cry?...... I wish I was not so emotional over the little things. Don't really need any answers just needed to get this out. Don't think there is any way to fix me. I am just an emotional mess.

[likewater]

Who dug your flowers, sweetheart? That would bother me too. They are flowers!!! Hello, don't mess with the flowers. Digging up
flowers. My goodness. What will that person do next? Throw away chocolate ? Burn books? Spit on the flag? Is nothing safe or sacred in this world. There are certain things one mustn't do. Take candy from children, dig up flowers, etc . . .

[aurill50]

I feel ya. I'm right in the middle of that mess with ya. My grandpa was on his way to heaven around this time last year. There's still apart of me that hasn't gotten over it yet as everything that happened last year was a set of reaction to his death and has lead me to where I am now.

[gma45]

My son n law and my daughter. I am staying with them to help them with babysitting but I think I have over stayed my welcome. I think my daughter thinks that I am not suppose to have feelings as similar things have happened in the past. anytime I get upset I am told not to be so emotional and I can't believe you are upset over something so stupid. I can't live like this. I have never felt so un-wanted in my life.