[krisakira]

I feel sub-human. A bit off, different, less of a person. Not normal. It's stupid really, "normal doesnt exist" etc, but it does. People generally act a certain way, with variation yes, but not like me. I look different, I have different problems, i act different. .I am really shy and feel disconnected from other people. I feel like I may be in a different dimension. I don't have good looks, a good personality, energy, etc. Maybe I am a different species, some other animal. A mutation. If it weren't for my boyfriend I'd be dead. Maybe sometimes I wish I didnt have him, so I could just end it and not hurt him. I don't feel like I can take it anymore.

[unaluna]

I feel like other people are connected to their face, but i'm not. is that what you're saying? my T is keeping me alive. we're all in this together.

[shezbut]

(((krisakira)))

Gentle hugs to you ~ tough times can be so very tough! Can you call your pDoc tomarrow for some assistance to help you through? You do deserve better! No one deserves a life of dissociation and idealizing death.

My thoughts are with you....

[BlueInanna]

((((krisa))))

you can heal, you're depressed right now you're looking for answers and support, and you will find it.

be gentle on yourself, it will get better.
i think you're fabulous, i like your personality and wit, from the chats
((((( krisa my adopted beautiful love bug baby )))))
hang in there!!!