hopless!!!!

I am so sick and tired that everytime things start looking up and I seem to start heading in the right direction, I get another dam bomb dropped on me!!!! I am a single Mom on disability trying to raise a 13 year old son on $66.00 worth of food stamps and my disability check and now my trailer park wants to raise my rent another $45.00 a month!!! I mean where the f am I supposed to find that?? The richer get richer and the poorer get f'in poorer!!!!! I don't know how the hell I am supposed to do this!!!! it really has me freakin out!!! I am wanting to throw away 34 freakin days and all just so I can feel some freakin relief!!!! even if it is only for a second or 2!!! F it!!!!
I hate it because when things like this come up I really consider begging my soon to be ex to come back because at least then I wouold have his income also!!! I can just make myself deal with more of his porno crap and give it to him when he wants it because at least that way I know I can pay for a roof over my sons head and food in his belly!!!

So nice to have everyone's support

I'd hate to see you go back to a man that clearly you were unhappy with. I don't know your situation but maybe you can look at your other monthly bills and find the answer? Look at all your statements. Are you paying a lot for cable, phone, computer? Are there ways you can cut back here? I know cable is fun to have but is it as necessary as a roof over your head? Are there cheaper packages for the phone? Sorry to say this but it takes a lot of research to find the best deals. You may also want to take a look at other trailer park locations. Anybody else out there have any ideas?

I wish you the best.

I hope you will be getting child support when the divorce comes through.
Also hope you do get a t (meds if needed) to help you through the rough times ahead so that you can be there in a really positive way for your son, and for your self. There is a growing gap between rich and poor. take care