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Sep 11, 2013, 09:42 PM
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I miscarried at 6 Weeks 2 months ago and I can't get over it; i'm always on the verge of tears or a complete meltdown. I can't live like this, my heart is just broken beyond repair. I almost don't feel like this is fixable. I obsess and think about it about it constantly. I hate pregnant women and can't stand to look at them. I find myself just glaring them down for no reason. I feel like no one understands me and acts like I can just have another baby. I wanted that one. I cry constantly, I go in alternating periods of sleeping 12+ hours a day to barely 15 hours a week. I've put on weight, I eat sporadically, I bicker and look for reasons to fight with my family, I want to be alone, but can't stand being left to my own thoughts. I hate myself so deeply. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't even think i'm worth fixing at this point.I wonder if I'll always feel like this.
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 avlady, gayleggg, happiedasiy, pbutton, PeachCream22, serloco, shezbut
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Sep 12, 2013, 09:49 AM
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I'm so sorry I can't even imagine how that must feel. I do know you must give yourself time to heal. Its only been 2 weeks, and so the wound is still fresh. It will take some time but the pain will lesson. Don't stop taking care of yourself, and don't give up. You are worth it, and it is not your fault.
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Sep 12, 2013, 09:58 AM
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Yes take care of yourself especially emotionally, I also had a miscarrage 20 years ago and i rarely think of it anymore, so you can heal from this
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Sep 12, 2013, 10:09 AM
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Please, set an appointment with a therapist as soon as possible. You need help with the grieving process. I am very sorry for your loss and can understand that you are heart broken. Sometimes we need help getting through grief. Take care of yourself.
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Sep 12, 2013, 11:56 AM
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It sounds like depression induced by PTSD. Although I struggle a lot with it, and have my days when I say "this will never get better" it WILL get better. Especially if you are willing to believe that and put in the hard work it takes, with competent professional help and personal emotional support. Please believe it will get better.
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Sep 12, 2013, 01:24 PM
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You need to get Medical Help and Therapy ASAP
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