i am a big red ball of rage

I'm mad that my foot might be broken and my work uses a crappy telephone triage service to talk people out of going to the dr and to have less OSHA reported incidents so i' ve been suffering since wed

I'm mad my old work sold us insurance that wadn't really insurance and it's so crappy that consumer reports has a warning against it and says it's worse than mothing at all and a scam and now i owe thousands in medical bills and have 25% of my wages garnished

I super pis*** off that my mom probably got away with murdering my brother and the sheriff's deputy never even returned my f******* phone call.

I'm rabid over the fact my abusive ex husband just had a gorgeous baby boy whom he will probably beat with a belt(one reason i never had kids with him)

I'm angry i'm going to have to have a hysterectomy and i really, really wanted a family and to be a mom.

UI'm frustrated i'm so anemic my dr offered me a transfusion and my body hurts all over and i'm dizzy and short of breath and my boss wants me to work overtime.

I'm a little bit peeved i might have ovarian cancer.

I'm a little ticked off i can't keep seeing the therapists i was seeing because she just got a wild hair to do something besides seeing clients.

I'm a tad bit miffed that my mom and her b-friend drugged and raped me when i was only 9 and my dad had just died.

I'm little bit upset that our mom drugged and undressed my sister and offered her to weirdos the way some people might offer a visitor a plate of cookies.

I'm irritated with the fact my brother was gravely physically ill before he died and a lot of people, his bosses, drs, landlords etc treated him like crap. He lived in his car and we didn't k.ow it. His landlord illegally evicted him and beat him up. We found in his papers where some b***** cheated him out of 10, 000 dollars. He was so ashamed, he never told us.

I'm mad because the people that abused/raped/drugged us will get away with it.

I'm frustrated that my boss wanted me to stay and work the day i got work and use MY sick time to cover for the time it took to have my friend drive me across town where all they did was give me a drug and alcohol test. By the time i got back, my shift was over but he said i didn't have enough sick time to cover when i was gone.

I'm upset because my best friend is moving to Arizona with my Godson.

I'm mad because there are too many people inside me and they all want different things.

Nobody better mess with me.

better to let it out than to hold it in~!

I can understand you anger and frustration after reading your post. You have a lot of serious issues. I'm hoping you can resolve some of them pretty quickly. Some may take counseling to get over some of the worst issues and I'm sure your insurance problem will hinder that. The company I worked for offered one of those poilicys and I opted out. So I have no insurance due to my bipolar dx. So I'm just keeping my fingers crossed that nothing big happens to me. Best of luck to you, hope you get the help you need.