So, I woke up this morning feeling a huge amount of guilt, anxiety and rejection. Which doesn't make sense, I mean how can you feel guilty about bieng rejected?
I work as a carer for my younger sister since I got made redundant, and to be honest my family are free loading from her trust fund. Long story short, I'm working with her case manager to get her more independence etc. on,y my whole family is against me, im so run down (work a 72hr shift) and
Unwell mentally and physically..just had my meds increased. Anyway, I had massive argument/discussion with my mum about how ppl are treating me, and that I need time off. So I'm at home feeling guilty that I'm not looking after my sister, but feeling rejected as left out? How do I figure out what I should feel? My brother was so mean to me last time I went sick. He sent me abusive messages that were really upsetting, and my mums reply this time is just turn ur phone off. Not really sure how to deal with this as just making me want to cry and hide right now.