I don't always feel sad but I never feel happy. I just feel like no one cares about me, like I am the worthless extra. I feel empty. Even if I do something good like get a good test score or a compliment I don't feel happy at all.
Also today one of my good friends moved away to the town next to mine. I know she is close but I know I will never see her again. I can't keep ties with people. It may just be one person but I feel like a little part of me is lost. I am certainly not happy today.

[Beau_Duc]

Hey Rainyo23. I have had a bad day too. I do not tell anyone about my depression or any of my other health issues during the day, I keep it all inside, and only express it here. And this morning a guy at work told me that I looked like I had just lost my best friend. Guess the sadness shows, even when we try and hide it.

I enjoyed a quiet evening at home, but have to go back tomorrow. Got a great job, low stress even. But still, I feel so bad I just want to sit in a dark room and curl up in a ball all day right now. Best wishes, hope you will feel better soon my friend.

I'm 16, and people say "Although you're a teenager now and high school may be pressurizing, just always know there's always a light to look forward to." As you can see, I suck at these quotes, haha, but I can relate myself to you. I don't care if this stage of life is my time to shine. My depression gets the best of me, and I will not let it go, but I do have goals to look forward to (I even have to keep my friends and family out of my life to make me feel at peace) like being a doctor and being a mermaid! I want to become something extraordinary, as I wish, 'cause one day I won't die as a normal human! Don't worry! Take your time, take as long as you want to find something that keeps you on your feet again!