Unfair feelings

Hello all I am a 22 year old male dealing with what I would like to believe is just depression, although the unusual tummy nausea + tremors makes me wonder some times.

Anyways, I have feelings that it is not fair that some people can smoke & "tolerate" marijuana but I can not. I would add that I used to use it all the time from 15-17 ish until I had my bad reaction and hospitalization.

What can I do about these feelings to cope & What are your thoughts on smoking it?

I'm legally a medical marijuana patient in the state of California. It sounds like you were using sativa or if you acquired it illegally possibly some of that "synthetic marijuana" bathsalts hooha sold to you as the real deal. Indicas have more CBD relative to THC then sativas which have comparatively little CBD. Charlotte's Web is a strain bred to treat a little girl who was having pretty much non stop seizures, now she only has about 3 a month and can live a normal life. I can't tolerate sativas very well, they make me paranoid and anxious. I use indica only for the most part.

have you tried smoking again since? and yeah maybe u got a bad batch that caused that, and im sorry. im pro smoking but i guess it depends on how or for what u use it, but i feel the best way is to talk about it with someone, sometimes a stranger is best. someone u know nothing about and they u know nothing about you, so theres no judgment, im always here, im a 19 year old depressed girl and well thats all.