[betabot1]

I met a guy from one of those dating sites. He asked if we could exchange numbers. In my profile I said I was looking for friends. I did this because at the time I was unsure of everything. Didn’t know if I could be comfortable meeting someone and if I could handle my parents’ judgments. They are controlling even though I am 29 years old. He was nice and we were in a friendship. Sometimes I felt like maybe if could have been more of a friendship. And at one point im sure he did too. He was so nice and even wanted me to visit him And he said that when he moved out his parents home, I would be welcomed at his own place. I started liking him very much in hopes we could be more than friends.

(In the past, I told him that I made regrettable decision to send this guy I was talking to online photos of my bare breasts).

At one point he asked for some sexy photos of me. So I sent him a photo of me in a low cut dress that advertised my breasts you could see a little bit. An sent a photo of him in his boxers. A few days ago, he wanted us to meet. He lives 82 miles from me. So were going to meet half-way in a city. But something came up with him so we couldn’t meet. Then the next week, he said ok lets meet etc.. but then when the day came he said he was sick. On both occasions he seems really disappointed that we could see each other.

Well all most a month ago, I was telling him how lonely I was. I would text a lot whole lot with no or little responses back. He said he didn’t mind and he has been busy. (He works and goes to college). And that I should find more friends. Anyway, I said something really sweet to him as usual. About how nice he is me. Then he tells me that he is starting to see someone. He asked if I were disappointed. I said, yes. He said, I’m sorry. And that he can still be friends and when he gets free time he still wanted to see me.

I've been texting him but have received no response. A few days after he told me he was starting a relationship I tried to overdose on sleep aid and had to go to the hospital. I don't know how to get over this and handle my emotions. He is perfect in everyway and I love everything about him. But he doesn't feel the same for me at least not anymore or ever.

i can't focus on my school obligations. im in grad school online and ive missed a week's worth of assignments. i just cant focus. i hate waking up every morning. besides this issue there are other pressing problems in my life. he was like a ray of sunshine to me. my stomach aches and sometimes i feel like a can't breathe.

[betabot1]

i'm so lonely

[Muser]

So sorry betabot1. It sounds like you developed a real attachment to this guy. I understand you are hurt, but in time it will get better. You sound like you have a lot going for you. As much as this is painful right now it's not worth hurting yourself over...nothing is worth that.

It's a loss, no doubt...but I would try to fill that void with something else. This might be the perfect time to dive right into your studies and distract yourself from this situation.

I wish you the best

[betabot1]

ive known him for 5 months this happen about 3 weeks ago. i just dont have nothing to live for there is nothing joyous in my life. i feel so hurt

[betabot1]

he is always on my mind

[betabot1]

my heart hurts so bad

I understand all to well how badly you feel. I don't have any answers either.

I totally understand were you are coming from. I also met me husband on a dating site online. But before that there was a guy that I had agreed to meet. Each time we actually set up to meet he came up with the "I am sick" or the "my car died" or something along those likes. I was actually looking forward to even meeting him. But then I started talking to my husband, I have to say it was the best choice I made.

But that is beside the point... Just remember, no one is Perfect, no matter how much we think they are. Everyone this their own flaws. My advice, is if your feeling this way and he says he wants to meet again. Don't do it, it will make it 1000 times much more worse if you actually do meet because you know he has a girlfriend.

You really need to see a doctor. But in the mean time if you don't mind, there is a site that I would like you to look at.
How To Deal With Depression Naturally This one talks about dealing with depression in a natural way, that works for some. I have tried it, it worked for a little bit.

How To Choose The Best Antidepressant For You This one will actually help you when you need to figure out how to go about getting a antidepression medication so that you are actually able to function.