[Steiner of Thule]

I feel like I could have said much more. Something much more vicious to them but I didn't. I use multiple forums (mainly this one nowadays) and before I came here I used another forum. Specifically for social anxiety. Well I am proud of myself. I sent the admin there a message to delete my account and a left a very strong message on my way out. I am glad to have done this because the site was causing me a lot of pain actually. It was the first forum I ever used and I am glad that I will soon never again go back. I am done of reminding myself of old mental pain. Retriggering myself and finally taking a big step to moving forward and away from those toxic people.

I guess I just found the people so uh shallow there. Perhaps I am thinking grand of myself by thinking lowly of them. I just felt like I saw right through their fake act. A constant circle jerk of the same 5 members. Married men and married women openly flirting with one another. Basically cheating on their significant others. Perhaps it's just a game. It's a disgusting game I think. People bashing others for their views. A lack of understanding of those with mental illnesses. Funny for a site based around mental illness. The whole forum was very shallow and I saw through them. Mods throwing personal attacks at me on there as well. It was a disgusting place I found under the surface.

I am glad to be gone of those vermin. I won't hold my tongue here. They are disgusting rats and I hope they enjoy the nest they have made for themselves.

[Steiner of Thule]

I ended up goin all out in the end anyway. Lots of language ensued but I feel good about it. I need to be like this all the time with people.

[silver tree]

Originally Posted by Robot Jones

I ended up goin all out in the end anyway. Lots of language ensued but I feel good about it. I need to be like this all the time with people.

Hmmmm I think maybe just accept that they weren't your sort of people and in the end didn't bring out the best in you and just move on and learn from the experience? I am sure it feels good to defend yourself but maybe now look for some mutual respect and you can go back to being a kind and gentle person maybe?

Sorry you had a hard time x

[Steiner of Thule]

Originally Posted by silver tree

Hmmmm I think maybe just accept that they weren't your sort of people and in the end didn't bring out the best in you and just move on and learn from the experience? I am sure it feels good to defend yourself but maybe now look for some mutual respect and you can go back to being a kind and gentle person maybe?

Sorry you had a hard time x

I'm immature and would rather insult them on the way out. This is what happens when a person bottles their anger and emotions. No one there has respected me so even if I were to hide how I am really feeling. I was originally planning to do this. "Ohh you guys! I love all of you! I wish you all the best! Though I realized how phony I sounded. I couldn't let it go like that. These people have been disrespecting me and I guess I will say I am not above insulting them and letting them know the truth about themselves.

Originally Posted by Robot Jones

I'm immature and would rather insult them on the way out. This is what happens when a person bottles their anger and emotions. No one there has respected me so even if I were to hide how I am really feeling. I was originally planning to do this. "Ohh you guys! I love all of you! I wish you all the best! Though I realized how phony I sounded. I couldn't let it go like that. These people have been disrespecting me and I guess I will say I am not above insulting them and letting them know the truth about themselves.

It's better being honest, If they've disrespected you, then it's better leaving anyway. I can gladly say, that I'm not above insulting someone if they've hurt me. I let people know a piece of my mind if they hurt me.

There was a website I was addicted to for a while, It's a safe haven for people like me, but I realized that I couldn't progress and move forward, it was holding me back, so I stopped frequenting the site, don't post, and only go there for some of the great friends I made.

[IrisBloom]

The internet seems to free some people to post anything and everything that comes to mind. I wouldn't worry about what anonymous people type about you. You have friends here.

[Thunder Bow]

Many on the internet try to keep control in a forum. I stood up to those kind of people and got booted from such forums more than once. It is all about control, thus such forums are very limited in scope.

[Steiner of Thule]

Originally Posted by brokenentity

It's better being honest, If they've disrespected you, then it's better leaving anyway. I can gladly say, that I'm not above insulting someone if they've hurt me. I let people know a piece of my mind if they hurt me.

There was a website I was addicted to for a while, It's a safe haven for people like me, but I realized that I couldn't progress and move forward, it was holding me back, so I stopped frequenting the site, don't post, and only go there for some of the great friends I made.

I honestly don't think I even made any friends there so I am glad to leave. I think the only reason I want to go back there is because I was addicted to using it. It was the first forum I ever used.