[20oney]

I am probably the best person I have ever been. I've got an amazing boyfriend, the nicest most caring man in the world. I've got all these awesome friends, and my family have never been so supportive.
But each and every day I just feel down. I feel so isolated and alone. I've got no one who I can talk to, on an emotional level I guess. Like don't get me wrong, I can talk to everyone around me. It's just, they don't have the advice or anything that I need.
I don't know what to do. I feel so down so much.
I just don't know how to get out of this hole. I'm so stuck down here. With no one around to notice me.
Works stressful, life before I started working and met my boyfriend was rubbish. Back then, I had no one. No one even noticed anything when I dropped out of school, moved away from my mother, moved an hour away from home, stopped enjoying what I used to. It's like no one cared. Not one person.

Ugh. Whatever.
I give up.

[Valyss]

Originally Posted by 20oney

I am probably the best person I have ever been. I've got an amazing boyfriend, the nicest most caring man in the world. I've got all these awesome friends, and my family have never been so supportive.
But each and every day I just feel down. I feel so isolated and alone. I've got no one who I can talk to, on an emotional level I guess. Like don't get me wrong, I can talk to everyone around me. It's just, they don't have the advice or anything that I need.
I don't know what to do. I feel so down so much.
I just don't know how to get out of this hole. I'm so stuck down here. With no one around to notice me.
Works stressful, life before I started working and met my boyfriend was rubbish. Back then, I had no one. No one even noticed anything when I dropped out of school, moved away from my mother, moved an hour away from home, stopped enjoying what I used to. It's like no one cared. Not one person.

Ugh. Whatever.
I give up.

Hi there! Fist of all I'm so sorry to hear your having a difficult time. I think that the environment is extremely important, so it's a good start having all these positive people around you, however I have to agreee with you that in this case how you feel is what really matters. I feel the exact same way all the time! I believe that this is what depression is about, the " Nobody cares". Since I struggle just like you, my best advice is to just trying to do something for yourself and trying to not expect much from other people, everyone is wrapped up in their own world and they care for you of course but I believe (my opinion) that until you are struggling everything that other people will do will just not be enough. I know that sometimes it's too much to handle and people seem really better off without you but you are in this world for yourself and yourself only. Sorry if I wasn't helpful, if you need anything at all I'm here.

Courage

[gayleggg]

Have you seen a doctor? You sound depressed. Or maybe a counselor? Might be worth a try if you haven't already. If you have a doctor let him know how you are feeling. Maybe he can make a change in meds to help out. That's what my doctor just had to do.

It's hard to find someone to talk to who understands us. If we have a lot going on, I think the best bet is a therapist. It's a little scary at first if you haven't been before, but it's amazing how helpful a skillful therapist can be. Group therapy is good too.