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Old Feb 19, 2015, 05:14 PM
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I totally f*d up. I gave in to SI. I have no idea what emotions I'm feeling or how to tell. All I know is I've wanted to do the bad stuff for days and just let it take hold. Now I have to sit in pdocs waiting room knowing I messed up but I will not tell her. I do not trust it would be ok. I don't really know what to do. I'm really anxious about it but I know I will be stoic.
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Old Feb 19, 2015, 05:16 PM
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Always keep in mind that SI is difficult to stop. Everyone who has done it has dealt with the pain of giving in to it. You are not a failure, and you are not a screw up. You fell off the wagon. All you have to do it climb back on and give it another go at staying healthy. Best of luck ((hugs))
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Old Feb 19, 2015, 06:16 PM
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so pdoc wants T to call her and now i may be in a wee bit of trouble......
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Old Feb 19, 2015, 06:47 PM
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Hiding your behavior is not in your best interests. How can you make this revelation work for you?
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Old Feb 19, 2015, 07:14 PM
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T knos about the cutting im honest with her about it. honestly ive no idea how to make it work im not in a very good place right now and cant think too clearly on the issue
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Old Feb 19, 2015, 08:27 PM
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Who can you call for help? Where can you go? Here in Colorado we have crisis centers and walk-in clinics as well as mobile crisis units. There is always the emergency at your local hospital if no one can be with you in this time of need.
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