I can't cry... for some reason

I can't pinpoint the date, but i think it began around the same time has my first attempt to commit suicide, before that I was a regular crybaby, I could even cry when I didn't feel like it, and now, no matter what I do, I just can't.
Maybe it's the pills that I take, maybe it's because I'm older now, I don't know but it was a good way of emotionla release and now I dont even have that.

i wonder if it does have to do with meds? i didnt cry for the longest time to...like in forever............i thought something was wrong with me.

I think my meds definitely keep me from crying. I almost never cry any more, and if I do, it's only for a few seconds.