Hi so for the past week and few days I felt horrible ,getting some guilty feelings for no reason ,and feeling very sad and no energy at all. Today was one of the worst ,I see the school counselor at school and emotions issues and and its clearly stated in my IEP i can see her on a basics if needed and I needed to see her the other few days ,so I tell my teacher and he says she will see you on friday ,thats the schedule date ,it changes it goes by a school schedule. anyways ,then today I told my teacher and he went up there she she says wait it out and wait until friday. and finally today I saw her ,I think she was annoyed ,and she told me the story ,I guess the teacher left parts out ,she did say wait until friday but if I can't not wait I can see her. but I have this friend and ,the school counselor sees him as well .she separates us from eating lunch together ,only saying hi in the hall and only sit together once a week in the morning ,(i hate this plan but nobody will side with me ) my friend told her that I guess I kind of miuse the plan and was talking to him on the bus stop and she said its not in the plan and I cannot do it and then he told her I was asking him if we were friends and he said yes and then I asked if we were best friends and he said yes ,and she said he is not your friend or best friend I felt more upset then I am home now just want to cry and i just hate life right now ,it seems like nobody cares about me not even the teachers seem to care ,

Please I need to get better what should I do