[AzulOscuro]

I have discovered that I have no identity or an identity based on other people opinions.
Luckily, I always had people who gave me a possitive faceback about myself but I know that when someone (it maybe a stranger, a friend, my kids...) give me a negative feeling about me, I go down. I feel depressive and I feel noone.
I'm waiting to May, 5th to make therapy. But, this is not new. I went into therapy many times for my recurrent depression. Doctor says that I have a reactive depression. The thing is that I'm like cristal. I'm very weak. I'm too much vulnerable. I have possible a borderline personality disorder but I can't say it for sure untill the docs diagnosed me.
What I really know is that I am hypersensitive and I need to be hard.

What can I do while I wait for therapy. I don't want to fall into depression again and avoid work and life.
I have a friend but I don't want to upset him with my problems. The same with my partner.

I don't want to depend on people. I want to be free and love myself.

[kaliope]

you have us here at pc to unload on and support you until you can get to therapy.