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Aug 21, 2015, 03:02 PM
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It turns out that the entire world has been observing my pathetic and calamitous behaviour for years on end, and now I know my secret's out I have nowhere to hide. Damn, i just went out on the balcony and god-damn waved like I was expecting applause for taking this so well. When I've been forced into this situation kicking and screaming, wilfully blind right to the end. I don't know where to start with how I'm feeling, with how I still feel pretty calm and ok about things for now, like things might be just the same from now on, like there isn't all kinds of crazy **** out there for me next time I leave the room. I'm not even slightly ready for this to happen to me, but I guess it had to eventually. I just hoped I could run forever from it all. Now I feel so emotionally unprepared for this shitstorm that's coming, I'm almost hoping I'll stay numb forever.
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Aug 21, 2015, 08:00 PM
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We are all like ostriches sticking our heads in the sand in regards to thinking the world is an easy place to be but in this world, there is nowhere to hide. But we can accept our lot, after the anger passes. We grieve for a world we imagined we had but lost in a moment of realization. But there are new worlds inside us to explore. There is so much more.
Don't let all the BS stop you from growing your garden. BS is the best form of fertilizer.
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#3
Aug 22, 2015, 07:29 AM
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The weirdest thing is I actually don't feel too awful yet, but I haven't seen anything like the whole extent of it yet. Could you help me with a summary?
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Aug 23, 2015, 06:04 PM
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The whole world has been observing every single person alive and seeing what issues they have, you are not alone. Sometimes it feels embarrassing, scary, humiliating, to realize that we do have a serious mental health issue. But it's OK, once you know that something is up, you can do something about it, no matter what the problem is, there's always a solution. What do you think the shitstorm is going to consist of? Are you worried about what treatment will look like/feel like? Worried about what people will think? And I am wondering what happened that you realized that the world had been watching?
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