[BlueEyedMama]

I'm having a hard time kicking the sadness I feel about how poorly my relationship with my sister is currently. I just found out a few weeks ago and it is as if I am mourning the loss of her even though she is still very much alive and that there is *some* hope for our relationship to be mended in a few months after we both have more time to think. It's not a heavy sadness more of an underlying sadness that is just there and if I let myself think about it right now it gets worse. I think I just need to get this off my chest and have some time when I don't think about it for awhile because right now it is breaking my heart.

[gayleggg]

I hope that you repair your relationship with your sister soon. In the meantime, work on finding things to occupy your mind and time to help keep the sadness at bay. I know that it's not easy but being in a state of mourning right now might be where you need to be. Roll with it.

Family dynamics can be tough to deal with. As we get older we all have more baggage and tend to put it onto others. I can only say, give it to the Father in prayer, then go about your daily routine. He can make a way for the two of you to communicate when the timing is ready. In the meantime, be happy you have a sister. I find praying for my siblings lifts any sorrow or anger i may have. And they always come around. I hope this helps. Blessings.