[passionfruit3]

Today has been an interesting day it started off with a meeting with missionaries i told them i had talked to a friend the previous day about my suicide attempt and that i felt guilty because i found out that was the day of her mother's death anniversary i felt i said i should have planned a different day which i said was stupid to say but the room got ackwardly quiet for 30 minutes we just sat there one of them i don't know but i think she was really sad.she asked me why i did it and i told her i wasn't trying to kill myself this time but the basic version was i had a lot going on i was glad when it was over mom said i dug my own grave with that one. Then later i was sitting in my bed my mom was on the phone i coughed and spent nearly the whole day speechless due to conversion disorder i had to write everything down and ignore my calls but good thing is you don't need a voice to record wild turkeys in the parking lot of taco bell.the people couldn't even get into there car cause the birds were agressive and standing by there door.but back to my speech im making dolls to give away and i had to get supplies but i couldn't speak so everyone thought i was mute and signing to me.i can't sign only a little and i didnt see the lady say thank you to me in sign language for coming to her store my sister told me my voice came back around 6 pm and we all had chicken to celebrate my dads new job and ive been working on the new doll making a mess to lol the voices have been here all day not the voice spirit though hes been dormant comes only occasionally and is really nice

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[avlady]

i hope you feel better soon!!!

[Thunder Bow]

You should have had Turkey to celebrate your dads new job lol.

[passionfruit3]

Would have but that male was one crazy son of a gun.i wasnt going near him.ill buy a turkey from the store lol

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