My mom is drunk and my dad is his usual DGAF self. The two of them combined have said maybe 10 words to me all day and it's 4PM. I've been in my room not eating and they haven't noticed. I feel very alone. Wish I had somewhere to go or something to do that's fun. The only thing I have to do is clean my room, but that's not fun at all. There's nothing good on TV on Sundays. I'm bored with the same old music, but at the same time I don't feel like sifting through 200 bands that suck to find just one that doesn't. I've been stalled in my writing too (I write poetry) and can't seem to make anything worthwhile, which frustrates me to the point I want to cry. I wish I had friends or a boyfriend. Everyone stops caring about me after a while. On top of this I'm still on my period and my face is broken out again and I feel ugly. Who knows, maybe I'll just break down and clean my room, it has to be done sooner or later anyway.

Aaaand now my drunk mom is trying to start a fight w/ my dad while he's making steak dinner. Day just keeps getting better!

[Pierro]

I am sorry that you are feeling so alone, but you have a community of people that care about each other and that includes you. I feel your pain, I know what it is like to be invisible. Use the resources that are here for you on PC.

Ennui, i feel for you. It is hard living with an addictive parent. If you can go on line look up adult children of alcoholics. You can make friends there on line. They might have meetings close by to you as well as you can hook up with another soul who is living in the same situation you are. You need that moral support dear. I know it is not easy but it is doable. Take courage and good care...

[Thunder Bow]

That's it, clean your room! That will your first step out of that situation!