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May 08, 2016, 11:42 AM
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Cried my eyes out, laid in fetal position on the closet floor for hours, took 3x the dosage of a drug I take (wrongly, self medicating) for anxiety. Alone in my bedroom, ate no food today, another ruined holiday. Same ol' routine. My kids and husband quiet somewhere in the house, probably scared for me. I, quietly overdosing in here by myself. Ruined Mother's Day again.
My friends all group texted Happy Mother's Day. I text back "Have a great day!" Little do they know... I told my husband not to let the kids know I am like this (set off by him), but he keeps them in the house.
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May 08, 2016, 12:09 PM
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I'm not the best mother. I am awful. I can't even give my kids a good day today. I can't even let them see a happy mother on Mother's Day . Because my husband triggers me so. The tears that come out are a deluge.
When my father died (I was 12) I didn't cry... I didn't ever cry! The deaths of my beloved grandma and her twin, grandpa, times I was supposed to have cried... Nothing! But I can't stop crying over my pathetic marriage because there's nothing I can ever do to make it better.
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May 08, 2016, 01:44 PM
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Listen if it's that bad honestly why don't you leave him? What's the point? Are you afraid of him? My fiancée was afraid of his abusive ( including physical abuse) ex so he could never leave. When he tried she would so horrible things like trying to cause him problems at work and making made up accusations. Are you scared to leave? It can't be worse than this
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May 09, 2016, 10:01 PM
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 Happy Mother's Day. You are a good Mom. I'm sure of that. Next time hopefully it will be better.
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