[anxiousAmphibian]

So I've been on and off work for the past two months now. I'm trying to keep positive thinking I'll be able to find something long lasting but for one reason or another it just seems like everything is a dud.

I know my mom was able to find an art commission gig for me yesterday but most of the things she finds for me end up being failures too.

I know Las Vegas in particular has a high unemployment rate but it's agonizing knowing that I have a lot of experience at a young age and I can work on big projects, I just have to wait for them to come to me.

I just hope I find something soon, I have bills to pay and I can't just keep twiddling my thumbs hoping for something better to come by.

Just an FYI I work with film and television.

[Skeezyks]

[Erin Hay Hay]

Hey! Great to read you. I can relate to your emotions since me too I am between jobs and it's killing me! I actually quit my last job (in part) because of my panic attacks -caused by my OCD. Now I'm just waiting for one of the companies I have done interviews with to call me back and it's horrible... it's like time moves in slow motion and I can't talk about this with my friends because I think they're starting to be fed up with all this story.

I won't tell you that everything will be fine in the end -because I hate it when people say that to me- but I'll be definitely crossing my fingers for you!