So lonely

I have had the same friend group for two years, and someone in the group ignored me and after several requests to tell me why I went crazy when she wouldn't talk to me. I lashed and I said so much stuff and now no one will talk to me. It's my fault and I know I deserve this but they were all I have and now I feel so lonely I could die. I'm so desperate to talk to someone. Anyone.

so sorry....I hope someone in the group comes to understand...it isn't unusual to lash out at those who mean much to us when we are confused, anxious, frightened of loss...
Do forgive yourself.
If you are up to it, you could try a "sorry" card to all...
& you can talk to people here, at PC, Welcome!

I know that feeling... I'm so sorry I know it isn't the same thing, but if you need it, you can talk to people here... we could be helpfu, you know

i have been so isolated for so long, all i can tell you is to make do with online chats, and hang on. maybe your friends will forgive you, i hope. and in time things will change. maybe you have changed, and need new friends ?

It does not sound like they were your friends. People get busy in life but they don't ignore you like that unless they really don't want to be bothered. If anything they were place holders. It may be time for you to start a new social circle.

All I can say is I feel alone alot of the time too. It's not fun. I had to end a 12 year friendship with a woman because she never made the effort to get together, I had to initiate everything it seemed, and it got tiring on my half. The last time I spoke to her, she said that's all she does is watch tv, go on her computer and do Facebook, well I wish that's all I had to worry about in life. Sometimes that's what you just have to do is find new friends, easier said than done I know. I want friends in my life.

It is hard! Creates a lot of hours to fill. Hard also to interact with people.

I'm always here for you to talk to about literally anything.