[kotaha14]

This is something subconscious and its bad because it's destroying my opportunity. I always pick the pessimistic option when I'm trying to choose opportunity. I always think based on defensive perspective. I'm always anxious on everything and never progress on my skills, School, and work life. I need to change my habit before entering the work force! I don't deserve a miserable life like this. I'm much more valuable person then this. Besides I can use my potential and contribute the the society more efficiently then myself right now. But, I want to know the techniques to begin right now! My current habit is self destructive. It is causing unnecessary stress leading to verieous of issues including medical ones such as spontaneous hearing loss and gastric ulcer.

I want to stop self destructive habit now and follow my ambition!!

[avlady]

i wish you luck, i have alot of anxiety and can't work because of it. i am in the process now of trying to get a job, but don't really think i have much of a chance because of my disability. I have schitzophrenia too. Bipolar and Depression too. Who would want me. I know no skills. I have a associate in Arts but can't get anywhere because of my disability.

[MickeyCheeky]

I can relate to this a lot so I know how are you feeling. Always damaging yourself.. it's not good. But I can't do anything.. I'm always so nervous.
I'm sorry

Haha, same here [in fact some days, unfortunately, I pride myself on it kotaha14, which isn't very good]. But google 'how to be more positive' and I'm sure you'll find a whole bunch of different ideas to help you. Here's something already: 9 Ways To Be More Positive

Good luck. You're on the right path.