[NotDeadYet]

Everything's going wrong this morning, between dysphoria and the every looming fear that my exsistance is practically worthless. I'm doing pretty bad. I can't stand it, I hate myself and I'm freaking out. I haven't gotten the usual amount of attention that I usually get and it sucks. I usually have my friends to relay on but one of them hasn't been online at all lately and the other should be at school right now. I knew the ****ing hated me, I wish they would of just said it to my face. My emotions are a mess right now, and I don't know what to do.

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm sorry you're feeling like this. Please don't say that about your friends. They're probably just busy - you can't say they hate you just for that.

[NotDeadYet]

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

I'm sorry you're feeling like this. Please don't say that about your friends. They're probably just busy - you can't say they hate you just for that.

I know, I just hate it. I can't get over the fear that they all secretly hate me and talk bad about me behind my back. Why are these people any different from any of my other so called "friends" that were only seeking to ditch me.