[passionfruit3]

I just found out my friends parents may be deported cause there not here legally so shell have to take care of her 9 and 11 year old siblings in case it does happen meaning well probably spend less time together cause she lives in another. City and my parents. Arent willing to take me. I feel sorry for shes so sweet and said shes proud of me for trying.if only she knew im just like are other friend.
Who doesn't go to therapy and doesnt try.the difference is sometimes i want to give up but sometimes i push forward sometimes others push me forward. Sometimes i give up by doing stupid stuff but ive never shared with the one friend whose been proud cause i dont want to hurt her and when she gets uncomfortable she switches the subject unlike friend two whose not trying.its very complicated i know.
Then today i started crying cause i don't know wether my penpal is dead or alive she doesn't respond to my messages and someone said there was a hurricane or something that hit the uk and three people were killed one being a woman on her way to get her child.my penpal has a son whose one years old and im worried about her cause ive gotten no response to my messages which is unusal cause usually she responds. So im just frustrated and mom was very insensitive saying i doubt it and im busy bye.
Finally have to see doctor for video appointment tommorow meaning ill probably be at the er if i dont find an excuse as to why my fingers are burnt and blistering just hoping i don't. Get admitted.

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm not sure I've understood what happened.. but I'm sorry you're feeling bad

[Thunder Bow]

Just shows how blind and mean spirited Trump really is.