[Fuzzybear]

I feel like I've reached my limit regarding being judged by individuals IRL because of my anxiety. Some folks do have empathy but I'm so tired of being forced to socialise with or consult those who don't.. I do not appreciate being judged! They have no clue about me and all that I have to put up with...

I no longer wish to go to large social events... I still have to force myself to go to them.

The family of origin, aunts, parents, step unit, half siblings, most cousins.. are NPD
(Narcissistic Personality Disorder)

I want to hibernate for ever

" Boo ****kking hoo fuzzy bear Get a Life "

I did, asshole Then my body betrayed me yet again

I'm so tired of this. I want it to stop

(This is not about anyone on pc)

Anxiety is very difficult to deal with, and very hard for people who don't experience it to understand. It sounds like even if you didn't struggle with anxiety, your family members would be hard to get along with. Have you thought about distancing yourself from them, or even cutting off contact completely? You have to take care of yourself first.

I can relate Fuzzy. Anxiety has stopped me doing many things. Some people just don't understand our struggles. I have cut off from most of my family because they just don't get it.

[Thunder Bow]

You better off being alone when it comes to those relatives. Give yourself some more alone time, and you will feel better.