Treated badly, longer it takes to get better

I am sick of being treated bad by everyone! How do I get out of this? My parents purposed put me down, say mean things about me thinking that that will get me to move out of their house. I want nothing more than to move out! But telling me that makes me just crawl back in bed and not want to get up!!! Whenever I decide ok, I am going to save money, go back to school, move out, bam- they ridicule me, give me more evil looks and then I go straight back down. I am also almost 50!!! I had to move in due to bad circumstances can't get out!!

I have a full time job but it doesn't pay enough. I get treated like crap at work, home, my kids hate me, my friends use me, and men use me!!

I have zero self esteem! I took multiple tests and I score zero!! I have no confidence. I am severely depressed, frustrated, on edge.

If only I had money, I could go where I want and be who I want and live where I want.! I hate everyone and just want to die! my life just keeps getting worse. I have given up on everything. I am tired and see nothing getting better

I'm sorry you're having such a tough time. You're not alone here. I'm here if you need to talk.