[passionfruit3]

I've been doing okay with a new app that I'm on offering poetry and art challenges to do lately it's helped me battle the issues I have with my little sister though I know it's not perfect.next year were moving out and I can't wait to get away from this place so many ghetto dumb people here it makes me afraid and sick.i finally found a residential facility that will take me since I'm 24 and it won't cost apparently though there may be a trick to that I'd have to stay there for six months. I've never been away from family that long.my mom says if I leave she won't wait for me she'll be gone.im so scared of being alone.i don't think I can do it.i think I'll be a lifer as my mom once said I can live with her forever those words along with all the things I'll never experience echo in my head. The world is probably to dangerous anyway maybe I should stay hidden.my sister just told me what happened at the Arianna grande concert 20 people dead.if I live here with my parents forever perhaps nothing bad will ever happen to me like that. By the way the pictures are my drawings

[Sunflower123]

Very nice drawings. I'm sorry you are having such a tough time. I hope everything works out for you. I didn't quite understand why you would be going to a residential home for 6 months but I wish you well on that if it is helpful to you. Your mother doesn't seem to be supportive of that idea. You could live with your parents forever...the world is getting to be a scary place. Having said that, tragedies and challenges can happen anywhere at anytime. We had a terror attack here in the city I live in right across the street from my salon. What are the probabilities on that happening? I can understand how you feel though. Best wishes....

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm sorry you're feeling this way I think it's understandable.. you have to realize, though, that hiding isn't necessarely the best solution..