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Old Sep 26, 2016, 08:56 AM
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So this weekend was homecoming. I invited my ex who's one of my best friends in the whole world. And I've run into a problem: I'm in love again! He danced with me he made me laugh he makes me feel wanted (more than my own parents). And then he said the words "I promise" so now I'm crashing and burning all the way down.

My best friends boyfriends friends are so rude! One was mocking self harm.. My friend from aboves friends are so rude too though, they hit me with woodchips and pop bottles.

I saw this one guy at the game and he was faking an injury letting people play with his crutches and running and jumping and I just felt hurt because I don't get a choice everyone just stares at me!
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Old Sep 26, 2016, 06:32 PM
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Hi AHeartOfRuby, does your ex feel the same way? Is this something you want to pursue? How are you feeling now that some time has passed since you've written this? I'm sorry that some of your friends friends are rude. Yes, they sound immature. Do you mean that they throw soda bottles at you? That's awful! Can you tell an adult like a teacher or principal?
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Old Sep 26, 2016, 10:23 PM
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He likes me too yes but I feel nervous and I still am but in these dark days he's the only person who's been able to pull me out of it. I feel just overwhelmed with life right now well school and my play and my family to the point that an old friend of mine texted me "are you dead?" Today.. all in all I'm just tired. No they were goofing off and kept hitting me with it while doing so..
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Old Sep 27, 2016, 11:03 PM
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He made a self harming joke today.. I think he forgot how much I'm affected by that.. he offered to give me an old teddy bear for my birthday and I'm helping him find his keys in school tomorrow, does he like me?..
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Old Jul 23, 2017, 07:46 PM
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I dated him. He bullied me. He abused me. He isolated me. He ignored me. I dumped him. He asked my best friend out.
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Old Jul 24, 2017, 07:36 AM
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I dated him. He bullied me. He abused me. He isolated me. He ignored me. I dumped him. He asked my best friend out.
I'm sorry he treated you like that. Sounds like you are well out of it. He doesn't sound like a prize.
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